I woke up in my room.
The face looking at me from the side of the bed is very familiar. He looks like my mom, but the color of his eyes is the same as my dad Gale has.
” Who?…”
“God, you finally woke up. It makes me very happy! Berg and Ade came to visit you a while ago …”
“Sui … why are you …?”
“Hikaru says he’s coming in the afternoon and, Mom … Mom had to go out to feed the babies, but I can …”
“No. Because I am here? What happened…?”
“You’re here because some fucking idiots hurt you a week ago … Well, it doesn’t matter anymore. Now you have to be calm and relaxed, and the first thing you need to achieve that is good hydration.”
Sui handed me a glass of plain water, but his fingers were shaking too much when he did.
It has a lid and a straw, and he then helped me get up straight enough on the mattress. This way I wouldn’t have to worry about soaking my entire chest.
“Do you want me to explain …?”
“Oh yeah.”
“They drugged you to carry out a stupid plan to overthrow Theo’s reign. Did you know?”
“I knew … No, please wait. And Wayne? He was my colleague …”
“I think … I’ll explain later.” Sui speaks as he deftly peels a fruit peel with his scalpel. “For the moment I’ll just tell you that nothing that happened next was pleasant. Our parents had to do things “legally” before they shoved their swords down enemy throats so we gathered the testimony of the man who … The man who attacked you.”
“Did that man live?”
“Well, he was more dead than anything. Ade and I tried the best we could, but you don’t know how difficult it is to heal broken bones when your father keeps breaking them again …”
“Ade and you?”
“So it is. And mom too … I was very worried. You were really, really bad! How was I going to stay in the lab? What use would I have for you there?”
Sui takes a fork and plunges it into the fruit. It was a small, juicy watermelon, but I didn’t really have much of an appetite. He looked at me the same way Mom did when I was a baby. God. I am weak before this little brother who looks a lot like my mother! So I ended up opening my mouth every time he asked.
The acidity is stronger than the sweetness, but it has a lot of water and my throat feels great every time I bite down and swallow it.
“I’m sorry. Did it hurt or …? Is it very cold?”
“No, it’s okay … Can you tell me about Wayne now?”
“Oh, of course…”
“He’s not like that Sui, he’s a good man. There must have been a good reason behind all this.”
“Yes, I know … Apparently he was forced to do it because his younger brother was kidnapped. He returned to the capital with muddy feet and a bottle with the drug he gave you. He told your captain what had happened and also properly informed our parents.”
“So how’s Wayne doing now?”
“Damn it, the fruit turned sour. I’m sure it’s very nutritious anyway so you have to eat it all.”
“Sui… Tell me.
“They rescued his brother. The circumstances were verified, they were reviewed, they said that he had not committed a serious crime. You see … None of them agreed with that , obviously. Our brother suffered a lot and we wanted him to be punished a lot too … Wayne tried to commit suicide.”
I almost lost my fork. Sui, who must have noticed something strange on my face, rushed to say:
“He just tried … Hey, he just tried. It’s okay? Quiet…”
“I don’t want him to die …”
“Yeah, it’s over … He’s alive, but under strict guard to keep him from doing anything stupid again. Hey, when he heard that you were rescued, he got down on his knees and started crying really hard. If you want him to visit you … I can talk to mom to get our parents out and then …”
“No, I’m going …”
“Typical of you.”
It doesn’t matter what happened to me or what I suffered or what they forced me to do in that shack … That guy is still my companion, he ‘s my friend.
“Move that mouth and chew! Chew and swallow! You have to recover soon to play with your brothers and take that responsibility from me!”
“And Johann …?”
“Um … Well … Our parents made Johann … He … It’s not as bad as an exile, but …”
“What do you mean, exile?”
“Richt … He was your escort and he left you because he found out you were partners. What do you think dad thinks about it?”
“That’s…”
I can’t look Sui’s eyes. I feel like in a week my family was able to understand everything that I tried to hide for several years.
“But we’re all grateful that he rescued our Richt. I did not see it, but the mess it caused with the culprits appeared to be considerable. The gentlemen who cleared the scene almost began to vomit.”
That’s true. I was there after all, sitting on the ground watching the massacre.
“It was horrible, Sui …”
“Yeah, I shouldn’t have said that. Sorry, I reminded you of something bad.”
“No it does not matter. I’m fine, but … Do you know where Johann is?”
“No, I’m very sorry.”
“He … He saved me. I was … I didn’t want to, I swear to you and … Then he … If it hadn’t been for him …!”
“Ritch, Ritch …? Rich !!
Sui then slapped me. I don’t think I knew what else to do to prevent him from pressing my arm with his nails.
“…I’m sorry.”
“No, do not say that. But it’s hard to tell where he is when Johann seems so hell-bent on getting punished.”
“Can’t Grandpa talk to him?”
“Grandpa is angry too.”
What should I do? What can I do? I want to talk to him more than anything else in the world … But, instead of being afraid of my parents and what they might think of my actions, I am afraid to receive the terrible and cruel final words of Johann saying that he doesn’t love me .
Even if it does not hide true intention.
“Dammit! Mom will come to talk to you soon. If you listen to him and agree to go to the therapies offered by the grandfather’s foundation, I will personally help you find information about where that silly dragon attempt is. I promise.”
“Oh, ah … I’ll do my best then.”
“Yes I trust you…”
“Well then, I’ll be leaving. I have an appointment with a guild scientist tonight.”
“You’re doing that again …”
“Okay, I’ve got it under control. Your brother Sui is too smart to belong to someone. If they love me for one night, I am happy and the man in question is happy and my body is happy and my mind is happy and my discoveries come out on their own. I’m okay with being like this for now!”
“Daddy Gale is going to kill everyone in the guild if he finds out. And also Papa Douglas.”
“I already know it! That’s the best! If they feel threatened by the guild bosses … Do you think they will try to do something stupid with me?”
“Take care, Sui … And thank you very much.”
“I love you too much, brother. We all love you and are quite concerned about you. Mom will come in a moment … And our parents. Get ready for what’s coming! I don’t know if you start crying or Leonidas will be on fire tomorrow morning.”
“I do not promise you.”
When he left, I thought of Johann the whole time as I looked out the window, where the moonlight was beginning to fall.
What are you doing now, Johann? Are you seeing the same sky as me? Even for a moment , are you thinking of me?
Thanks to the treatment of my family; my siblings, my parents and the dedication of everyone who knew me, my condition returned to normal in about a month. Meanwhile, Wayne also reunited with his brother.
When I entered the gentlemen’s room, Wayne, who was crying uncontrollably, hugged me and his brother tightly and, little by little, exchanged a few words with me.
I was really happy to see that dog’s tail, moving wildly with a huge grin … as was his habit.
In Wayne’s case, the unavoidable circumstances that caused him to sell me, the kidnapping of his brother, and the clear threat he received were taken into consideration in a special court. I was relieved that there was no particular punishment for him, but surely, my twin brother, Hikaru, convinced Theo to take my feelings in consideration … And this was the result of his love. They also made him promise that this would never happen again in the future.
Now, after a long time, I am standing in front of Johann’s house. He, who generally lives in the palace, seems to be back in the home that used to belong to his parents. He returned to Dragnea and took ownership of a destroyed land.
Sui and I insistently asked our grandfather to tell us where he was. It was obvious that he always knew everything about this unfortunate situation … Both my feelings and those that Johann apparently had.
I was patrolling in front of the door for a while and one day I finally decided to knock and knock for him.
Johann looked dejected and exhausted when he came out to meet me.
“Richt …? Whoa, why are you here?”
“I wanted to talk with you. Please … will you let me come in?”
I was a little lost, but he still opened the door and gave me a free pass. I entered slowly, as if to memorize the decorations or things that he had been living with in the last three weeks away from me. There were only three very simple rooms. A bed with a sheet. Pillows, a bath, and the place where she prepared food. I sat in a chair and watched him take a mug.
I could feel my heart starting to beat fast enough to believe it might explode.
“It’s the tea that Chikayuki-sama always sends me.”
“
“Thank you…
When I drank the cup, I could certainly tell that it was the green tea my mom liked to drink … I got more nervous.
I was thinking of talking to him and correctly alternating my words while we were drinking, but Johann approached me first:
“Richt-sama, sorry to show you something unpleasant about me the other day.”
“Are you talking about the day the men beat me?”
“Yes. I still can’t believe that I was capable of such cruel behavior in front of you. It was not what you needed, surely you were very afraid.”
“No … No, you couldn’t help helping me. Rather, I should thank you for being just in time. Thank you so much for coming for me!”
“He didn’t have to kill them like that.”
Has Johann been thinking about that the whole time? Certainly, those men had a terrible and bloody ending … But I don’t feel sorry for them . I don’t mean to sympathize with their pain when they didn’t with mine.
“I want to ask you something. Johann, you told me you were human. That you couldn’t turn into a dragon, but you did that time … How? You weren’t a perfect dragon, of course … But you were still very strong. You had impressive scales and also different eyes.”
“I don’t understand it either.” I shouldn’t have the power to turn into a dragon. Johann’s expression is full of anguish. I am very sad when I think that he is – . I have heard stories from my grandfather, my father, and Mr. Gallis. Beasts that have strong powers can awaken that part if …
“If that?”
“If something happens to the person you love. We are beasts after all, feelings of anger that reach the limit tear our good judgment and give us new power.”
Johann takes my breath away. Do you realize what you just said?
“Johann-san … Do you love me?”
Johann looks down and doesn’t answer my question.
“I think you’ve noticed a thousand times, but I really love you. I love you so much that I can’t think of anything else and I’ve even wanted to live here with you.”
“…”
“Can you reciprocate my feelings?”
After that, Johann still doesn’t respond.
“I think it’s okay for you to regret hurting and killing those men, but to me … At that time you were just my savior. You protect me from being raped. You helped me so much … Please don’t worry about that anymore. You have to stop regretting it.”
“Richt, I love you. But I can’t be your partner. I’m not the right person for you.”
“… Why not?”
“I am an escort, you are the son of Douglas and Chikayuki. The first child. I am an unworthy person and you are a black lion very dear to Leonidas, a knight with an extraordinary future. Do you understand that this is more than impossible?”
Johann’s words were exactly what I expected … But I can’t give up here. I’m not giving up like this.
“Johann, there is nothing more important to me than you… For that reason, I could abandon everything if I win you with that. I wouldn’t mind leaving the knights.”
“Don’t say that, Richt.”
“Johann Do you know why I joined in the first place(the guild)?”
“For your family…”
“You are my family … I want to protect the people I love, and the man I want to be with. Johann’s work has surely caused him to take many lives and also caused him to get his hands dirty … Is it wrong to want to share a bit of your burden? Is it wrong to want to help you?”
I can hear that my voice had started to shake. My throat was thirsty and I reached for the cup, but my hand shook so much that everything fell off. Johann reached out, grabbed mine, and said:
“Richt … I don’t want you to carry what I’ve done. Please understand me and get out of here.”
“No…”
Everything Johann was thinking, everything he said and the things he said to me, could not be true. I couldn’t believe anything after hearing him talk about love.
“Johann, do you remember when my mother was kidnapped once and I had to stay with my grandfather? It was very silly, because I was really going to stay until I saw that you were about to go with them too. You let me go with you and you managed to convince dad not to get angry … At that moment, I was on your chest and I felt all your heat in my body …”
“Richt…”
“From that time I knew that Johann was my partner …! Look at me and tell me you didn’t feel the same. Tell me you want me to go and I’m going to go. I have worked hard to be with you, so that Johann-san will not be ashamed to be by my side. Tell me to stop! Repeat that you want me to go. “I’m trying desperately not to cry… I’m shaking so badly it hurts already.” That I will never be enough for you …”
“That is not true! But still, I …”
“I love too, Johann. This is my true intention. Please accept me …”
I got up and immediately hugged Johann. His body temperature does not change even at that time. Neither does that soft fragrance of flowers and grass.
He seemed surprised by my actions. But this is my true figure. My true feelings, my whole soul. Something that I can only show him.
Johann was scared at first, but he hugged me back anyway.
“Am I really good for you, Richt? You can suffer a lot if you are by my side. People will start talking, all the rumors about me will spread and increase and you will have no choice but to listen to them … What are we going to do then?”
“I can take anything if it’s with Johann.”
“Richt…”
Johann blocked my lips with a masculine expression that I had never seen on him before. He was savoring me slowly and gently, as if he was hell-bent on filling the empty spaces in my chest.
The kiss we gave each other lasted a long time.
“Richt, I want to take you right now. It’s OK with you?”
“Why wouldn’t it be?”
Johann takes my hand and pushes me into the room.
When I thought that this was possibly all we would do for the day, I was pushed down onto the soft sheets of the mattress … And a passionate kiss came again . It was something he couldn’t imagine from Johann.
Upon finally being released from his lips, I found that my entire body was melting away. I couldn’t even breathe.
“Johann… -san…”
“Richt, can you call me Johann from here?”
“Johann … I don’t know if I can do this. But, I really want you so much …”
“Richt … You will definitely regret it if you continue to say something as cute as that.”
While he seemed to threaten me, Johann carefully took off my clothes … piece by piece.
“Johann. Did you always think of me?”
“Sure I do … But now that you’ve discovered me, I’m ashamed.”
“Is it because you’ve known me since I was a baby?”
“Did you know that dragons are good at smelling magic? At first glance I realized that you were my partner and … Then it was all hell. I thought there would never be a day when the thought of having you to myself would come true despite being side by side.”
Johann slid to the bottom when he put his hand on my crotch and rubbed me. His thick fingers gently wrapped each part of my genitals.
“Oh … Ah. Johan …”
“You will be disappointed if you know how irritating and crazy you make me … That feeling only got stronger as you got older.” Johann’s face travels down my chest. “This is not a dream, is it Richt? You are in front of me, I am feeling you, you are my partner and I will never give you to someone else.”
“No. Ah!”
Johann began to caress my nipple using his lips and his tongue. I have too many pleasant feelings and happy feelings running through my body … It is something absolutely different from the men who touched me in the cabin.
The caress was very kind and frustrating too. Johann’s feverish tongue gently licks every lump on my chest and when he caresses me, I can’t resist it anymore …
His fingers start to go down my back and suddenly, he enters. It was nice and it didn’t hurt at all … But it was horrible that I wanted to be one with Johann so desperately!
“Johann … Please … Please hold me.”
“God. Why do you say those things? I don’t want to be mean to you. I would like you to have a good experience, I would like to be very kind …”
“How can I be patient when you’re here with me finally?”
“That should be my line …”
Because of my words, Johann seemed to hurry even more. He took off everything he was wearing and swallowed hard …
Johann’s body is full of wounds. Huge wounds.
“I’m sorry my body is so disgusting.”
“… It’s a testament to your protection of the country. It is not true?”
“Richt … I love you.”
Johann was so big that I was already looking up at the sky and overflowing with clear liquid on the tip of my penis … Although I really hadn’t done a big deal. He put a mild balm on me and then did a good job pressing it against the hole in my butt.
I can feel a burning mass slowly enter accompanied by an impressive sensation of pressure. It’s too pleasant, but … It’s also overwhelming . I took his hand to bear the pressure. I grabbed him tightly and inadvertently, my nails ended up digging into his skin.
“Okay … okay, put your hand up here. Put it on my back. You can hold onto there and squeeze me as much as you want.”
I listened to him and turned my hand to Johann’s big back.
He keep coming into me
There was still pain in the pleasure he gave me and I couldn’t bear a second without digging my nails into him … The soft scent of flowers on Johann is incredibly strong at this point.
“Thg …”
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“Oh, it’s okay … It’s okay so … Go on … Johann. Please keep going!”
It hit me harder.
From the part connected to Johann, I can hear an absolutely obscene sound every time he moves inside me … When that happens, my brain fries and I find it even more difficult to think normally.
“Hey, Johann … There … It’s okay right there.”
“You like? It’s here?”
God. Johann is too masculine! How can I live after that ?! It’s more than I can bear when he touches me and he turns me around and persistently presses on the part that I said was good.
“Huh, uh, Johann! I will…!”
But before I could say anything else, a pleasant sensation, a sensation too exhilarating to bear, it hits my belly from various sides. My body shakes little by little and screams with joy at the pleasure given by him …
“Johann!”
My semen splashes on my abdomen and on Johann’s abdomen. It was too much, so the view is not entirely pleasant.
“Johann, I’m just … I’m sorry. I stained you …”
“Did you feel good, Richt?”
“Yes, very good indeed … And you, Johann?”
“It is enough for me to be one with my Richt. I felt like, without you, I was definitely going to go crazy.”
Johann’s gaze was serious when he smiled at me. He resumed his starting position and penetrated me again.
“Hey, Jo …!”
“Richt, my Richt … I never thought I could get to have you. I thought I wouldn’t even have the slightest chance … Thank you very much for coming to find me. Thank you very much for loving me so much. I promise, make you really happy.”
“But I … I’m already happy … I’m happy now.”
Deep, deeper, when Johann growls and enters me and makes me an unrecognizable mess, I can see his fever is spreading. He gave me a kiss and then he gave me another and another.
It seems like I was very eager to fill the years when we weren’t together because, when I realized it, it had already been three days since we went to bed.
“Johann …”
“Tell me.”
“Is it wrong … if I talk to my family about us? Surely everyone already knows, but …”
“Not bad. On the contrary, it is convenient for me. Richt … Would you be my partner?”
“What do you say? We’re partners now, Johann! Or is it not true? Weren’t we saying it many times these days ?!”
“However, there is only one request for this matter …”
“Which?”
“I’m going to visit your house, to be the one to introduce myself properly to them …”
“I’d like that a lot! I have never kept secrets from them so that way I …”
“Wait … will you defend me when Douglas tries to kill me?”
I didn’t understand the meaning of Johann’s words … Actually, it doesn’t seem like it, but I think he’s very understanding when it comes to us. Why would my dad kill my partner?
“I don’t think that’s the case, but I will protect you.”
“Oh thank you very much.”
We exchanged kisses again, now this was the way we had to confirm our feelings.
There was a long time before we got here. There were painful things and sometimes I couldn’t even feel sure of myself … But I’m so happy that I never gave up, trusted my thoughts and finally made it to her door frame!
I will stand next to Johann and live as hard as possible so that the future days will be happy for him and me!
Thank you, Johann, for accepting my feelings and loving me as much as I do with you.
Later, Johann came to greet my parents … But for some strange reason my dad Douglas drew his combat weapons and told Johann that he had to first beat him before letting him go out with me. I asked my mom and dad Gale to stop him, but my dad was very empathetic to Doug’s feelings. He told me it was the new tradition, something Theo had to go through as well.
Finally, despite my words, the “Battle of the death of Douglas and Johann” continued all day and all night until, in the end – although they had bet against it – we were blessed by all my younger brothers, by Mom and our parents too.
I remember the past as I see Johann’s sleeping face next to me. He always took care of me, since I was at an age where I couldn’t speak well … And I dare say that he will surely do so for a long time to come.
I will never forget the warmth I feel when he gently hold his big hand and whisper close to my ear, like he did when I was a baby:
“Good evening, Johann-san.”
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